That was how I felt a day without Facebook lol.
I'm not complaining. But it does feel weird. I usually update myself every 5 minutes, even in class.. And I did feel a little bored with my phone without that application. Luckily I've got Twitter.
I got back both my Maths and Biology results today. A little bit disappointed for Maths actually. Scratch that, very disappointed actually. On the other hand, it was the opposite reaction for Bio. I was beyond surprised. Hahaha. The paper was generally hard (even Ms Sam agrees) and I'm proud of how I did. Though there were people who did so much better (88 marks omg!) I did not feel discouraged. Unlike Maths. Ughh.
Oh well.. I'm seriously thinking twice about applying to the UK (though I'm pretty sure I want to go la what I am saying =.=) I mean.. it's not as if you can go if you have the money or you suddenly wake up one day and say "I wanna go to Warwick because I have the money!" Now that's bullshit. Even if you have the money, that doesn't mean you'll be able to get accepted to such a prestigious university.
So I'm aiming for.. 2As for AS? Sigh. Bio can gg liao la. It's my 4th subject anyways so I am allowed to (though not encouraged) to do badly for it. That means I've gotta work super duper ultra giga hard for my Economics. It's currently my.. weakest subject after Biology but hey, at least I'm more interested in doing Econs past year compared to Bio past year. I wonder why, sigh.
Decided to look through some online shopping blogs just to take my mind off things for a while and I stumbled upon this :
It's RM 25 and.. I sorta like it. Stop looking at the model and tell me whether I should get it (Aun Hua I know you're reading this you'd better tell me on Twitter k)
I actually have a floral dress which I bought months ago but I didn't really like it because it's chiffon and boy, I don't like chiffon on me. Uncomfortable and I think I look funny. Haha. This dress is actually made of cotton so I dunno.. It's like it's calling for me D: In addition, I have not spent money on shopping in a while ;) Should I get this? I'm thinking of shopping at Forever 21 maybe next week. Hmm..
This post is so.. word-y. Geez. I'm still a little low on my confidence regarding my Personal Statement. I feel it's so shitty that I'm embarrassed to show anyone including my mentor, Ms Sam. Haihya. When will I get over this? I need to get over it because the deadline is just round the corner.
I'm just gonna pass it up to her (I have to) tomorrow. Yes! I'll go get some sleep as I anticipate my Chemistry and Economics results tomorrow. I can't bear to think of my results actually. Imma just cry myself to sleep tonight. If you're my friend, cry with me k? Or you can cry for me if I can't cry tonight.
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