Stress

I cant fucking decide whether I should do Accounting and Finance or International Business.

And tqvm because my brother's being an arsehole.. Unwilling to help.

So whoever who asked for a brother, older or younger, please rethink. Unless he's tender, loving, caring, thoughtful, pays for your food, buys you lots of things, shower you with gifts all year round, don't ask for one.

I'm still indecisive despite the fact that I have to hand in my Personal Statement and I'm already late because I still cannot decide.

And they say A Levels is good because you'll be sure of what degree you're gonna major in. You know what I think? Fucking bullshit la. Started A Levels in January, right before my mocks in August I gotta get my Personal Statement done if I wanna apply to the UK for next year's intake. You think 6 months is enough for me to think and rethink and rerethink my future ah?

What fucking bull la.

On a completely related note, I just had to vent my anger on my dad because he was annoying me just now. Can't he see that I'm stress here? Researching the whole night on the Internet to see which Universities offer good student exchange programs, which universities ain't too low on the ranking list, which universities is located near the city or in the city itself.

Dahlah you don't give me advice when I ask you for it, you don't come and annoy me when it's crucial time okay.

When you need a family member the most, they give you shit advice.